Most of the people I start to care about forget me. They forget that I care, and I forget that pretending I’m not hurting inside is probably the best thing to do. I hate feeling this way. I hate complaining, but I wish I had someone who wouldn’t forget me, so I wouldn’t feel miserable all day long.
I am often forgotten just when I start caring about someone..
This is the only place I can post real things, because my family can’t see it, and I don’t want them to know how miserable I feel sometimes. :\
You know, I look back and I really see how childish I was with certain things. This year I’ve really taken time to change and mature. While I’m still the same fun loving Jordan, I think I’ve done a good job at being more logical with decisions rather then emotional. I still have a lot of learning to do though.
Haven’t posted in a while, been busy with school and forgot about tumblr. I feel bad.
Well yes sir, yes sir, yes it was me I know what I’ve done, cause I know what I’ve seen I went out back and I got my gun I said, “You haven’t met me, I am the only son”
Not that anyone cares buuuuut IT’S MY BIRTHDAY!
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whisperedsoliloquies: Jordan is a fantastic friend: “You are not weak, you are one of the strongest people I know. Honestly, I kid you not. I’m not just saying that, I mean it. Why do you think I like you so much. You’re not just strong as a person, but in what you stand for, what matters to you, who matters, and… This made me smile.
I think people now use the word love too loosely. They throw it around like it’s a damn football. Why don’t people save it for someone who really matters to them? I don’t mean only boyfriends and girlfriends, but normal friends too.
People often worry about things way too much. Worry is good, to an extent, but you gotta take some time to just stop and look at the world. Enjoy it’s beauty, and nature.
Didn’t get to meditate today. Feeling a bit off, probably why I can’t sleep.
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tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?
whisperedsoliloquies asked: WHY ARE YOU SO COOL?
Got into a little argument with a person who deserves no sympathy from me and although I was almost angry, a little quiet time and some meditation did good for me.
Totally new to this, just trying to fill my page haha :]